Searching for Perfection

Officially Started =)

2010-01-02T21:14:00.000-08:00

03/01/10, Sunday, 1315, Afternoon

Lau Lee Ling Is Officially my Girlfriend now =)..
Love You Always <3Our Very 1st Picture =)

Very Very First Relation =)

2009-12-29T05:50:00.001-08:00

29/12/09, Tuesday, 2152, Night

A new relation going to start very very soon =)

I Love You <3 LeeLing =)

Depressed

2009-12-11T09:50:00.000-08:00

12/12/09, Saturday, 0151, Midnight

Wad such a useless guy i am. How can i expect things to chance or go on my way but not giving any action. Always tell NEVERMIND but do i realize the chances for saying NEVERMIND this words are getting less. I wish i can solve things like a man but not a Nevermind. This cures nothing. Like my friend says, Lives Like There's no Tomorrow. Do wad ever you want and u wish to. Do not losses your chances. Chances wont be given to those who sit around and do nothing a.k.a ME. EnD.

Shud be happy or sad ?

2009-12-05T03:18:00.000-08:00

05/12/09, Saturday, 1919, Night

Finally i know something that i wanted to know very long time ago, the answer i was hoping finally come true. I dun understand wad is the reason holding me back. Another Disapointment for my self.. Still, i m really glad that i know.. really really glad..

Wad's a Friend mean to me =)

2009-11-02T07:17:00.000-08:00

02/11/09, Sunday, 02320, Night

I never expected such an apologize come from u. I never realize it until someone told me that it happen in your blog. Honestly, i guess i've already forgive you when time passes. So it is not necessary for you to apologize anyway =). Let's talk about the reason why i never go back to da gang that i used to be in. During the 2 weeks that i left the gang, i realize that i've no friend at all. No one come to find me for outings, no one concern about my feeling, Nothing at all. I guess i dun have to tell u the feeling because i think probably you're facing it right now. ExtraNote( i left da gang because of having arguement with my gang leader "Mr.R"). For me, i think that non of the group member wanted find me after da incident because that they don't wan to be thrown out from this group.( it's kinda childish to think that way but i think that's just the way it goes inside the gang ). But when time passes, some of da group member find me =). This indicates that most of them are still treat me as a friend =). And ofcourse i wanted to be with u all like last time but i think it wont be that joyful as last time. And so i decide to leave this group aka a battlefield for backstabber.

That's the short story, it's quite confusing for outsiders but i think most of my friend's noe about it. A True Friend for me is someone that really understand wad you and care about your feelings, enjoy things with you, always find u but not for some personal purpose, RESPECT YOU, and so. Again, Respect People Before People Respect You =), Do not backstab others if you don't want to be backstabbed =). Try to tell out the disatisfaction by not backstabbing other's =).

Well. my mind is getting fucked up d..i dunno wtf am i typing already. Can't really tell out wad am i wanted to tell due to English Noobness - -..

P/s: You can back stab people but make sure you have no offense. If not it wont be anymore topic for us to cui sui when we're in mamak xD!.

Sorry....? Do You Truly Meant it ?

2009-10-31T12:05:00.000-07:00

01/11/09, Sunday, 0306, MidNight

It's been 1 month that i never post anything from my previous post =(..not really in da mood for bloggin ><.Apologizing is Good to everyone but if only you truuuuly meant it.Besides, forgiving can also be a very wonderful thing to do so BUT if only the person that u're going to forgive are worth to forgive. An empty sorry cant really cure things. An effective apologizing will onli appear if only you apologize with ur heart. To Ms. Unknown. Please Read This Post =). I Am Telling You That I Totally Pissed By Your Act That Day. You Might Have a Good Brain In Studies But You Do Not Know How To Use Your Pathetic Knowledge To Deal With Human Behaviour. And The Apologize U Made Will Not Be Accepted.

P/S: Dun worry i wont do anything Nasty to u =).YOU ARE NOT WORTH ANY OF MY CONCERN!

Sing K !!!

2009-10-01T07:48:00.000-07:00

01/10/09, Thursday, 23:33, Night

Lol..went to puchong neway singK xD...!!the candidate that make it to da kBox are Kok Hingz, Chuan Joo, Kang Nian, Kae Jun, Zhe Wei, Xiao Wen and Me ^^..Again, i become a total noob among them again..donno y, sing well are just impossible for me..Even if i always do my pratice at home.Like singing in da bath room, singing while Facebook-ing = =..still, i got nothing but getting worst LOL..quite disapoint but today really enjoy screaming instead of singing inside da k box =D..

p/s: A veryyyyy good place for people to release stress ^^..

Blue Black? Wella Hair Colour Catalog 2/8

2009-09-30T09:14:00.000-07:00

01/10/09, Thursday, 00:15 , MidNight

Just dyes my hair lol..it's blue black this time..Hope this wont make me regret ><..my hair looks like total black more than blue black..= =..This Is da Colour that i wanted..THE FONT Colour

Picture will be uploaded after i took a pic under sunlight= =..

To MR ...

2009-09-27T23:57:00.000-07:00

28/09/09, Monday, 14:57 , Noon

TO: MR...

First of all..Sorry for the Late Update.. =)..
i truly realize something now..i tot it's just my own imagination all the time...
But now everything make sense and i believe my sense are true..
I don't wanna declare who are u and hope u know that i always act dumb is becoz of i respected u..I noe i might did something that makes u unhappy..IF this little thing really bother u all the time then i would like to apologize..This is how i behave like, i always tease people but in joking way and OFCOURSE NO OFFENSE..I Just enjoy laughing around and makes people laugh thats all =) This Makes People Enjoy Sticking With me And also People Hate Me.

To me, i learned things from u.. that's y i respect u..and make sure u always remind ur self of..respect people before people respect YOU..

Still..i treat u as a worthy friends, and i hope i at LEAST get some respect from YOU..

P/S : I noe it's rude writing about someone in da blog..Sorry, it's one of the way for me to express my feeling through =)

Total Disappointment in you

2009-09-03T06:57:00.000-07:00

03/09/09, Thursday, 10:45 , Night

Content will be Upload In The Other Date Due To some Personal Problem

I think this post is no longer needed to be post up =)." 25/09/09"

Reminder Of Sept 2009 Final Exam =)

2009-09-01T19:43:00.000-07:00

2/09/09, Wednesday, 10:45 , Morning

A little exam reminder for all the students in DBU =)

03/09/2009 , Thursday [ AM ], " English "
M2(1-132) (Index W10014BDBU-W10187BDBU)

05/09/2009 , Saturday [ AM ], " Hubungan Etnik "
Q1(1-120) (Index W10014BDBU-W10175BDBU)

07/09/2009 , Monday [ PM ], " Quantitative Studies "
M2(1-132) (Index W10014BDBU-W10187BDBU)

10/09/2009 , Thursday [ PM ], " Microeconomics "
M2(1-132) (Index W10014BDBU-W10187BDBU)

14/09/2009 , Monday [ PM ], " Introduction To Accounting "
M3(1-88) (Index W10014BDBU-W10142BDBU)

Few Things That i like to Share =)

2009-08-29T07:06:00.000-07:00

29/08/09, Saturday, 22:20 , Night

First Of All =)..I would like to wish my dear friend Named Ashleigh Loo Happy Birthday again ^^..
Hope u enjoy ur 18's birthday with us ^^..and of coz grow taller bah xD!..

Here's Some Of The Pic We took on his Bday

I hate my face in this pic..Damn Joo lol
From Left to right:Joo, Me, Kah Wai, Bday Boy, Reachel, Xin Yee, Samantha

A Warm Kiss to The bday boy =)..(i m interested in Female xD!)"dun get it wrong"

2nd Thing @@..Being a lulu again = =

Money are horrible needed for me these day lol..so i m desperate for jobs xD..but of coz not those chow kit job lar xD!..and just in the nice time, my friend told me that there's is a job and its working time is onli 3 hour but the salary are RM 40 lol..1 hour = rm 13.33333333333...not bad lol...but when i arrive the office today..the shyt ass said that the working hour are from 1pm-3pm and then start again from 5pm - 7pm.. = =..its shyt but still hav to do it without complaint = =..zz..and the job is giving out coupon to customers..and our company that we worked for are named Adonis..stupid job lol = =...

3rd Thing ^^...I M NOT VICTIM OF A(H1N1) xD
Recently, i was having dizzyness almost everyday..and finally i took a little check up for my ill today lol..and fortunately the doctor said it was'nt an A(H1N1), wad a relief lol..its just probably a lack of sleep =)..Hope my dizzyness will leave me very very soon lar xD..its damn annoying lol..

4th Thing :(..Galaxy Salary
Super Band Concert..disapointed with the salary from this concert..on that day, my job started at 10am but ended in 11:30 pm Night -.-..but i onli got paid RM 40..very very very disapointed with it..no more concert work for me =)..

Last Thing..There's some meaningful lyrics that i would like to share with you all =)
From Celine Dion : Because You Loved Me

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
Ill be forever thankful baby
Youre the one who held me up
Never let me fall
Youre the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
Im grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I dont know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
Youve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

Im everything I am
Because you loved me

Ended :)

2009-08-26T20:22:00.000-07:00

27/08/09, Tuesday, 11:00 , Morning

The Story Ended .

I dun like the story ends like this. But, I think this is the best way to end like this before it contribute deeper pain to me.. Can't do much thing about it, just move Forward and wish for the best =)..All the Best to you too

There's some question i would like to ask

u'll choose Friendship or Loveship ?

by : Flies

I m Not Idiot =)! ( Refers To Samantha Blog )

2009-08-24T22:08:00.000-07:00

25/08/09, Tuesday, 13:09 , Noon

"TOTALLLLYYYYYYY NO OFFFFFEEENCEE!!=)"

Its so Rude that Call such a nice person with the words "Idiot"

To my Dear Class Rep =)..u totally crack my heart this time =(..

Reminder : No one forces u to return home with us :)..and btw u can try go back home by this too !

wad a nice transport to sit rite?!

Or this?

i think getting a Coronary are better than sitting these thing rite ?! xD!

I noe u enjoyed when we are on da way back home =)..Remember this ? "Boh Yao Sai, Long Yao Sai"

=)..Dun Call me Idiot and so to others..^^..

To:Ah Samantha Gua <3

Not Feeling Well

2009-08-21T02:22:00.000-07:00

21/08/09, Friday, 17:28, Noon

Dunno wad happen to me again..easy get headache and dizzy..and always feel sleepy and whole body very lembik..really uncomfortable with it..hope i m not the next victim of aH1n1..To my dear reader and friends..always keep clean and put more attention on ur personal health..=)

Bad Luck and Weird Feelings

2009-08-20T09:29:00.000-07:00

Friday, 21/08/09 0:30am. MidNight

I felt that bad and weird things keep happening on me. Past 3 days, on 17/08/09, 8:00pm..i had an car accident again..a chain accident that involve 6 car..no comment abt this car accident..but before the car accident..i was having a terrible traffic jam In MRR2(highway) heading back home from Tar College..and during the traffic jam, i was chatting with Yip hoong..but suddenly, my mind keep telling me that i will hav an accident very very soon..i dunno y da image of the car accident keep appearing inside my mind that time..Then, it really happen in the few minutes after i drop Yip Hoong on Sungai Besi Lrt Station..issit something bad going to happen to me again?..In Chinese Calender, this month is the Hungry Ghost Festival..No comment..but to all my fellow reader and friends..Always Be Alert on everything that u do..Meanwhile, Please Return Home as early as u can..My Advice..

Back to bloggin =) 20/08/09

2009-08-20T06:30:00.000-07:00

I would like to welcome my self back to bloggin life =). Attention, i m not a pro blogger like the other. so please excuse my poor English writing skill. a Few Update i would like to make here. I m currently a student that study at TAR college and having Business administration course. i m 18 years old and i live at Selangor, Puncak Jalil. OfCourse!welcome back to my blog my dear reader =)

Basket Ball iin Rain ^^

2008-12-04T04:52:00.000-08:00

5 Dai Tin Wong In 29 Road after Spm...

lolx...yeng anot our pou si..^^ we play basket ball under a heavy rain today ^^...From Left to Right:Randy(Gajah Terbang-He's Lucky today..he step on something nice today ^^),Me,ChauLong (Guai Zhai ^^),Baba(the curly hair noob driver),Ah Leong(Game Spoiler- Nose Hair Long Mon)..this is my gang ^^..and dun forget the camera idiot ^^...his name is Robin(The Pet Pet bin "our gang most fierce dai lou")

This Pic was taken after we sapu some lan c but noob in basket ball de..the score was 10-2..wad such a nice day..never been so happy and enjoy with fren already..is becoz of after spm and stressless =)...

Written 9:01 pm =)

AddMath - SPM

2008-11-17T06:56:00.000-08:00

SPM..Sooooo far i m doing well in my spm...onli sej worrying me..but...i think tml is the climax for my spm...tomorrow i m having the toughest subject..AddMath D: ...hope the soldier from Addmath Department can be pawn easily lar...beside's that...i hav to for the Moral paper too = =.
its the toughest day for the spm too...wondering y i got time to write this blog lehh...Good thing..i dun need to listen to my mother nag coz she went to her bed d ^^...btw tonight i hav to open night car d...for all add math student..study really hard tonight...dun curi tulang oo.....Btw,something is bothering me...i dun really noe wad's the reason...but i will try to find them after spm..or maybe the stress from spm?..

Starting Of NightMare...22DaysOfNight

2008-11-09T21:03:00.000-08:00

haha...as u all noe...there's a movie named 30days of night rite...for me..my 22days of night are going to start tommorow...thats right,in a blink of an eye..SPM are going to start tommorow...nothing to affraid but juz hav to do my best in it...there's some little wish that i would like to anounce here..Juz Giv me Add Math A1 or A2, and Sej Pass onli...other i can did it my self....and 5 credits also lar lol...for all my beloved soldier that are going to fight against spm...JUZ DO UR BEST BROTHER AND SISTER...

Written:1:10pm

Graduate..And Farewell For Secondary Life

2008-11-01T01:20:00.000-07:00

Haih...these 5 years i had suffered enuf from this horrible secondary school life D:..but when it came to an end...i wish i could stay much more longer in this school life...think back...i hav wasted my preciouse secondary life lehh...well..1 thing to say..i dint even got da chance to taste the sweetness of PakToh in my secondary life...Too bad no girls wanted to sign me for their contract as their bf lolz..well..for my preciouse friends...and my class too...it MAYBE come to an end too...is time for everyone to grow their own wing and fly for their own direction...and these wing will probably separate us...but memories of friendship will never fade away...5 years had juz passed in a blink of an eye...well,nvm..i m looking forward to my new colledge life tho...i hope some of my classmate or friend could accompany me to this tougher road =)...
for my advice for all the younger students...Preciouse ur Secondary School life...enjoy but not hate them....

Written:4:31pm

My Biao Ge YENG-est day =D

2008-10-27T05:22:00.000-07:00

From Left To Right:B'Groom Bro,Father,B'Groom,Bride,B'Groom Mom

The Wedding Car...wooo so yeng!

This Wedding is my Biao Ge's Wedding....This wedding held on Oct25-Oct 26 ( saturday and sunday)...i think today is da YENG-est day for my biao ge...hahaha...on Sunday morning...my 2 brother and me had become the BrideGroom heng dai..lolz...beside us..still got 20+ more heng dai are BrideGroom friend...dat day we all are wearing white shirt..and we formed a good heng dai tuen...after we gatthered all the heng dai..then we start heading to the Bride Hse From Ampang to Cheras..juz imagine we hav 8 car's for da heng dai...wakakaka!!this time ji mui tuen sure lose dou very charm...on da way to the Bride House...we drive like mad guy..the road become like our father road lolz...he dint care traffic light and put double signal all da way from ampang till cheras...all those driver stare at us when they passes us...after we reached da Bride Hse...we are ready to do watever da ji mui asked to do...1 terrible thing i hav done is..wear dai fu out side and let someone write words in the front of da dai fu..so irritating larr...but its a good experience for me..moreover,i ate something horrible too= =..banana tambah wasabi..it taste sucks..zzz...1 thing make me laught de is..the ang pow for da ji mui..it has no money inside but a sentense 'Sam Zhong Hou L Fook Yao' = =...after we entered the 1st door...there still got the rooom door...the ji mui asked da BrideGroom to sing some love song...haha finally we decided our love song ^^..its tian mi mi...after we sang the song..the ji mui open the door...unfortunately..the Bride Is'nt inside...we hav been cheated...yuan lai the Bride are at another room...lolz...then da ji mui asked the B'Groom to giv ang pao again...after we hand da angpao to them..our B'Groom Finally Met his Lovely Bride =D..and hand his preciouse Ring to da Bride..^^..Wedding is such a fun thing ^^..........

Written:8:46 pm

I Want an Instant Answer!

2008-10-21T07:44:00.000-07:00

zz...pokai...y my chest pain wont leaves me lehhh...i really hate having this kind of pain larrr...stop annoy me please..i cannot get an answer for this sudden chest pain...my x-ray give's me good result but y issit still pain..everything from da x-ray are good and doctor said that i dont hav any problem..wtf ?! P*ND*K ..SOME ONE GIV ME AN INSTANT ANSWER!!

Written 10:49pm

Dota ^^

2008-10-16T08:49:00.000-07:00

As u can see..My Lycanthrope in Dota =)

Kill:25

Die:1

Assist:8

Item:Offering,BattleFury,HelmOfDominator,PowerTreads,Radiance,Dagon5

Longest Spree:20

haha its my wolf from Garena October 16 =)..i did not hav such a nice game(Noleaver) in garena such a long time...so i m very glad that i got a complete game in garena...Kang Nian (Viper) and Zhong Yuan (Morpling) are playing with me too =D...lets see the picture clearly...my wolf are having dagon 5..feel curiouse?watch closely...4 of my team are haviing Dagon too =D ...So its obviouse i needed a Dagon to Ks =)..i Hope Someone who like LYCAN that much in my class will see this =D..wahahahaha!!!

Written:12.02Am

17 Oct..

Sek Sushiii...

2008-10-15T03:49:00.001-07:00

Owning a RM6 Sushi xD..jk its onli RM2

On Tuesday 14.Oct me and my friend went to Midvalley Sushi King....lolz dat day hav special offer every sushi onli costs RM2 each plate...but dat day i never eat much coz my mom make too much of bread for my breakfasts D: ...Dat day de king is Joo..he eat the most sushi..11 plate =D...btw,we 5 person ate 44 plates ^^

Written 7.47 pm

Positive X-Ray =D

2008-10-12T03:17:00.000-07:00

Good News For mee ^^..i hav a Positive X-ray for my Chest...there's no re-occurance of my Fai Chuen Long...Good to hear that i m still strong wahahah!!i shud'nt scare my self like that...last 2 year i had my lung operation and my doctor and surgeon told me there will be no any re-occurance of my sickness = =...anyway..i m glad that nothing happen to me...juz some muscle and joint problem...hehe now i can eat sushi with my friend at MidValley on this coming tuesday...wahahah..Mon,Tues,Wed,Thurs day sushi king are having promotions =D

Written 6.28pm

Triple Kill OF 08 Oct..

2008-10-08T02:17:00.000-07:00

I Cant Believe That my 1st post will be such a sad post .....October 08..
Lets Share my Killing With u guys!!

1st Kill ..
My 3 month long hair has been pawned by 1 of cute BristleBack(Teacher) in the sch!!This Asshole has a nick!!GIANT!!i guess sentosarian who read my blog know which idiot is that!!I cant Even get a photo for my hair!!i will revenge after spm!pokai u wait and see!

2nd kill ..
my chest pain occur again...i dun wan to do surgury arhhhh...today when pj also play till beh song...hope there's nothing bad happen to me lar...spm is very near d!!

3rd kill ..
1 bad news had happen in my friend gang....2 of my best friend in gang argue about some small thing..i cant believe it...those 2 who argue is the fei zai and the 100 meters runner in our gang...hope they will settle themselve down lar...

Written 6:18 pm